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I AM NOT PROUD. I AM NOT HAPPY. I AM NOT SATISFIED. BUT it’s ALL MY FAULT THAT IT HAPPENED LIKE THAT. ok so after this dramatic beginging you probably are wondering what went so wrong. Well, it’s easy: ME. I went wrong. I am not the person I wanted to become. I am fat and I am horrible. I didn’t even go o my after-party. I am horrible to my friends I was horrible to my girlfriend. I feel horrible about yesterday night and also about my whole life, I am supposed to study now but I can’t concentrate, and I can’t cry eighter. I want to be ok. I want to be like other people. I want to be somebody else. I want to be not me. But life isn’t that easy so I have to be me and myself.